Human perceives things that they want, sometimes what they perceived is the truth sometimes it's not. even if the truth is just plain simple and obvious, people choose not to believe in it. recently i watched shining inheritance, i particularly like the scene where the female lead choose not to defend herself when she was ridiculously accused of something that is the direct opposite of the truth. the reason she gave for not defending for herself was that even if she say the truth, would people believe in it? True, who would believe in something that they never believed in? i too tend to be obessed in my own perception of things that i just ignore the plain truth that is blatantly in front of me. if only we can remove the biasedness in us. i shall not give excuses for anything from now on. Say whatever you want, as long as i know it is not true. Seriously you should stop giving excuses too. Face it man.

on a happier note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KT! haha. love you. muaks.

lala sian im super sian. did a gp essay outline and a paragraph today. sian. totally screwed up. my gp sucks lah i admit.lol. gp just reclimb the hit list of my most hated subject. haha. anyway, i tot this year would be better than last year but it became worse. hai~ you know wats the most important thing that i dislike about sch - everything.

the lunar chinese new year is coming. my all time fav. festive season.ahha. you get to eat bagua,sweets,steamboat and lots more. its gambling time too. i must own the mahjong table this year and recoup all my losses!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha. There is also the angbaos. i know the economy is bad now so let's use the money that we have collected this year to buy stuffs. this will increase consumption and thus generates greater income and expenditure for our country, improving the economy. call this number if you want to donate ur money to me : 999XXXXX! LOL. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

school is boring. i got a totally useless math teacher. PLZ let some nj admin or teacher or someone chanced upon my blog and realised that they have such a collegue who cant teach at all. i might as well self study. he totally cant make it. when we ask him qn. he doesnt answer us but instead ask other classmates to explain. what is the education system coming to? teachers who cant teach? go for training man! sian. my ct is cool though.haha. new year coming. i wish everyone a happy chinese new year! btw yap jia min is so zai. she own the competition lah. support her kays. lol. i go slack liao.

for a moment i forgot the website of this blog.ahha. den somehow i remembered it lol. ok zhanni now in cambodia, kt left liao haha. sian kinda bored. nothing to do. well have lah. i have been sleeping late and waking up even later. lol lala sian i dun like my next year math and chem teacher. The math teacher thought that we like him but please who would. i was so happy thinking that i do not need to see him anymore after pw.but guess what he got him again.it will always remind me of the painful pw experience.ahha.sian n that gay. sian.save me man. P is cool.ahah. nowadays addicted to jap drama. but now i got nothing nice to watch. ok shld really do my hw liao.probability! haha